i’m so past the point of caring about everyone else’s bullshit and neurosis. like seriously i need to be exactly who and what i used to be. selfish and like fuck off. if i don’t want to do something guess what i’m not going to fucking do it. 

i don’t know when it happened when i became so thin skinned and it just freaks me out when im like effected by others opinions and stuff. i used to be so confident and proud. most likely this stems back to bullshit of relationships. but getting back to that point is bit more difficult then telling yourself you don’t care.

i honestly feel that no one should put anyone over themselves… i remember now. i’m entitled to happiness and i have the tools to make it so. fuck ‘em. 

_damien pele